職場英語日記 第36期:和安娜出去晚上受氣

Sometimes I can be so stupid. Last night I went out with Anna again and it was a crazy night. I haven't really talked to her since brunch last Sunday and I have been feeling a little bit bad for about avoiding her. All she can talk about is this guy she is seeing and I don't like talking about him.

覺得自己有時候好像很笨。我昨晚又和安娜出去，結果差點瘋掉。自從上星期天的早午餐事件後，我就沒和她說什麼話了。老是躲着她，心裏也不是很舒服;她老在談目前交往的這個男友，而我又不喜歡談他。

But when she called I thought that I should at least try to stop feeling jealous of her happiness(if that's really what my dislike of him is about). And I had no other plans, so I thought “what the heck”. If he is that important to her, I will try to like him. That's what friend do, right?

不過她打電話來時，我想說自己起碼可以試着不要再嫉妒她的幸福(如果我不喜歡她男友真的是因爲這樣的話)，而且我也沒別的事，心想“管他呢”。如果他真對她那麼重要，我會設法喜歡他，朋友不就應該這樣做嗎?

So, we went to the bar and we had a lot of fun at first. Then her guy showed up and I hardly saw her for the rest of the night.

所以我們就一起去了酒吧，一開始還玩得挺開心的。等她男友出現後，整個晚上幾乎都看不到她人影了。

I trid to make conversation with them both but he was really cold and extremely rude to me. I ended up sitting at the bar by myself, talking to the bartender. We had a great conversation about music and art. I probably shouldn't have done this, but I gave him my phone number. I hope he calls me.

我試着和他倆聊天，不過他很不友好，對我很沒有禮貌。最後我一個人跑去吧檯坐，和服務生聊了起來。我們聊音樂和藝術聊得很愉快。或許不該這麼做，但我把電話號碼給了他，希望他會打給我。